It's morning.... again

Yep... my sleep schedule is really messed up now. I slept from 9 AM to 3 PM yesterday. If I stay up all day today, that should get my sleep schedule back on track. Haha... well, it's worth a shot. *stomach growls* Hmm... what's breakfast... *wanders into kitchen. opens fridge. looks in fridge. grabs/eats pickle.* Grr... I'm still hungry. *Debates on whether to go to McD's* Maybe when Nate wakes up... *leaves computer to stare at box (TV) in living room*

Wow... is it morning already?

Ever have one of those nights when you can't sleep? I did. I really would've liked to have biked for a good 10-20 miles... that probably would've make it so that I could sleep, but there's something about young women going out alone at night that wouldn't suit well with Dad or Nate... So yeah... I've been wasting my life away on the nets and catching up on my recorded anime shows on TV and it just keeps getting more and more boring. Dad was half asleep when he left for work today... and he had over 6 hours of sleep! I've had none and I'm still wide awake. Ironic, isn't it?

After the concert...

Whoa! That was an awsome concert. I've never been to a massive out door concert. Thankfully, we were close to the stage, but at the edge. That way Nate and I didn't feel confined or claustorphobic or anything. It ended up being the largest ever concert at at that place. Nate played his gameboy during the entire concert, but I think he liked it. Afterwards, we went to Ritters for ice cream (or frozen custard in my case.) The church bus took us, so I didn't have to worry about parking, driving, getting lost, or anything. Well... it's friday night and it isn't even midnight... I better go find something to do. Later.

It's a boy!, christian concert, and nightmares

Hehe... yesterday I found out that Sessome is having a boy. I got to look the pics from the ultrasound and everything! I just hope everything keeps going good.

This evening I'm going to a contemporary christian concert with my FCS friends. Nate won't be joining me though.. *recieves test message* oooo... scratch that. Nate might coming too! A lot of my FCS friends are going. I don't know the artist (well, not by name anyways) but it should be a lot of fun.

Ever have a nightmare that you wake up from and can't go back to sleep for fear of revisting it? Well, I did last night. I almost woke up Nate, but I didn't cause he has to get up for work and I didn't want to bother him. (he, of coure, upon hearing about it later insisted that I should have woken him up) I'm not sure whether to bother ya'll with the details ( 1.) b/c I don't want to bore you and 2.) I don't want to be laughed at ) So I won't. Oh, and didn't involve any ex-boyfriends, so don't get any ideas!

Akward Conversation with Endy...

Endy, my ex boyfriend, called me. It was a bit akward (ok... a lot) talking to him. He wanted Sessome's phone number, which I gave him. I believe he is doing his "brotherly" duty by making sure Sessome is okay and all. He's regained his honor and his responsibility to his friends.*sigh* I want to talk to Nate right now, but he's asleep. It was hard talking to Endy after all this time, but it's nice to know that he's matured quite a bit. He sincerly apologized (again... there was an apology in an e-mail a few months back) and I have forgiven him. I needed this and I hope Nate will understand when he wakes up. I needed to know that I didn't destroy Endy by breaking up with him, and that his heart healed (as did mine). I have moved on, and he seems to be getting his life back together. Honestly, I miss having Endy as a friend back in the times before we went out. But there was a reason I broke up with him and I stand by it. I happy with how my life as turned out in the long run. *sigh* Life can be a b*tch though. I went through a lot to get to this point. No turning back now. It's been quite a night for me. Good night ya'll.

Happy Father's Day

First of all... if any of you are dad's (or dad's to be), Happy Father's Day. I hope it was a good one for all ya'll. Mine was okay. The food took about two hours where we ate, but it was delicious. Grandma was annoying as ever, but that's to be expected. Also, my stomach was acting up again and I missed out on ice cream later today. *sighs* Oh well. My friend Nichole has a new cell phone and recently dyed her hair, so I've been texting her today. I hope she has a good message plan. *yawns* I know it isn't that late, but it seems like it. I wish I could find my energy. I haven't had much recently. Oh well. Night ya'll.

Ugh.. I hate stomach troubles

Yay... I woke up today feeling like crap. I won't go into details, but it wasn't pretty. After noon, it finally let up enough so that I could go to Nicholes's 16th birthday party and Sami and Heather's grad party. (looooooooooooonnnnnnnnggg day...) Also, the interstate was completely shut down, so I got lost trying to get home. By the time I got home, I was stressed and exhausted. One nap (and one REALLY weird dream later) I woke up feeling better. Nate and I playing toe jam something or other (An old NES game). *yawn* My eye lids still feel heavy. *sigh* The nap didn't help as much as I hoped. Oh well. Night ya'll. OW! *legs still hurt from sunburn*

OW!!! IT BURNS!!!

*gently touches skin and cringes slightly* Ow... Sessome and I went swimming today. It was fun, but the water was freezing because I doubt it even hit 80 degrees today. (So how did I get burned... I'm not sure. I get the sun made up in power to burn where it lacked in heat.) Oh well. At least I'll tan now. (Yay!!! >^.^<) Mmmm... aloe lotion... I love you. And you too Nate. (He rubbed it on my back for me!) *hiccups* Oh, and know I have chronic hiccups. (AGAIN!) *HIC* Nothing cures them anymore. *HIC* They just keep going and going and going... *HIC* I wish I had energy like that. *HIC* Oh well. Night everyone. *HIC!*

I need sleep

Ever have one of the days/nights that you can't seem to get to sleep. Well, I had one of those. I ended up playing games and doing other mind numbing things, but nothing worked. Finally, I went to bed around 8 AM. And what happens... Sessome calls me at 9 and wakes me up. (I didn't answer) Oh, ya'll should know that it takes me about 45 min to get to sleep. Well... guess what happen around 10? Meg calls again. I answer. Tell her that I'm too tired to drive her anywhere and then leave the phone off the hook and crawl back into bed. Of course what little sleep I attempt is still interupted by my viberating cell phone. *sigh* I am so incredulably tired. Oh, Sessome and Pixy are spending the night... yeah... I know... good bye sleep. Oh well. Good night everyone.

Yay... it's working!

>^.^< yay, I'm so happy. My blog is starting to come together and I found a cool anime cat girl pic. *sighs* I wish my gameboy flash card would work now... stupid thing. The program is screwing up... or the card... or something. Dang it... what does it take to get "cheap" games these days. Now my boyfriend is paranoid. He thinks big brother is watching me. *waves to Lee* <--- hmm... I think since a think of sessome as a sister and she thinks of Lee as a brother.... that works... does it not?

Anyways, I have church tomorrow so I better go to sleep. Well... at least give sleep a chance that is. Good night.

Now the blogger sucks

Oh, great. I actually go to the trouble of posting and they don't show up. I type, I publish, but they aren't there. This probably won't show up either, but it's worth a shot I guess... Nope... it didn't show up. Nothing past "Wanders" shows up. Stupid site...

Gunbound sucks

I doubt most of you out there even know what gunbound is, but I'll rant anyways. It used to be a pretty good game, kinda like worms (wyrms?). But now, the head people decided to create a whole new version of gunbound with even more problems, a crappy layout, and avatar stuff for rental only. In other words, the whole game is going to hell. None of my friends are on anymore (can't blame them). Plus, the avatar off rooms are always full. (People can now rent stuff with powerful stats for little gold or money... they are quite handy in the avatar on rooms.) *sighs* I guess I'll have to either deal with it or just go back to chrono trigger and TFC.

Wanders...

I keep wandering around in my unfamilar blog... I don't know how to even find my profile let along change/edit it. *curls up into ball for a moment* Oh yeah... I've been sick to my stomach lately. That's the problem with being to close to someone whose pregnant... you share some of the same symptoms. *keeps wandering* maybe I'll find something...

Wow... it's been a while...

Hey ya'll. It's been almost a year since I've last posted and a lot has happened. I'm off to college in a couple months. My best friend Sessome is pregnant. I've been dating the love of my life, Nate, for 9 months. Also, I might be starting my first job here soon. I've actually started reading some of my friends blogs, so maybe someone will actually start reading this. I doubt it, but at least now there will be something to read if any of you actually come here. I've had a lot of my mind lately between all the things going on in my life. *lyrics to song come to mind "It sucks to grow up..."* But anyways, maybe I'll bore ya'll with the details later... if there is ever anyone to bore...