Tuesday, August 24, 2004

First Day of School....

First day of school... yeah... it sucked. I dressed in my usual fist day of school garb... all black with my nazi boots. Tomorrow I'll wear white and leave my teachers guessing about what kind of person I might be. Hmm... school.... I hate Spanish... which is of course first period and right before English.... that'll be fun... NOT. Anyway, AP Chem and band are at least decent and the reason I even bother with school. Bret asked me to join this band he is creating and I might do some improv stuff for one of Hi-C's movies. Ok... I think that's the end of the good things. Now the bad... none of my closest friends are in the same classes as me or even the same lunch. I feel distant from the rest of me friends and I don't think it's going to get any better. Oh well, guess I'm a loner this year. ::sighs:: I need sleep... but with school starting at 8AM and having to wake up at 6 or earlier... and remain up for an hour... to get my dad means that I'm back to 5 hours a night... if that. Moving on.... my non exsistant screwed up love life still sucks. I think guys run from the sight of me and ones that stay close are either gay or unaware that I'm a girl. Hell I even wore a skirt today and I might even wear another tomorrow. Oh, still no word from Endy... at least non to me personally. I know he's still alive... as of a couple days ago at least. Whoever said that people can change for the better if they love someone enough should be shot on sight after at least 10 days of water torture. Hmmm.... I guess I ought to apoligize to anyone reading this. All the juicy interesting stuff that I write is in my journal and with stay there away from prying eyes. All I'm doing now is trying to get sleeping enough to get enough sleep so that I can at least go on auto-piliot through school tomorrow.

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Now how did this happen....

Ok... all I wanted to do was comment on Lee's posts and I end up creating this....thing... here. Oh well, I guess I'll go along with it. I'll warn anyone reading this only this one time... you may not want to read what I write in here... hell... I don't even know what's I'm going to write or if I'm just going to forget about this site after I post my comment to Lee. Anyway, my name is (as far as most of you will ever know) Lynne Skysong. I'm a 17 year old 6 ft. tall female. Brown eyes... brown hair that has hints of red and blonde depending on the season. Supposedly I'm fairly good looking though I'll never admit to it.... and it's not like you're ever going to see a pic of me anyway so what does it matter. I could have a third arm and penis from an under developed brother that got stuck to me in the womb... ok... I don't even know if that's scientifically possible, but you know.. at least I have your attention know, right? Ok... more boring stuff about me... um... I have a 4.0, I play piano, flute and mallet percussion, I wish to major in science (space, engineering, genetics, chemistry.... who knows), I'm a book worm, I love anime, I love music ( most rock, 80's, alternative, and classical... yes... I LOVE BEETHOVEN AND MOZART!) umm.... I suck at relationships (but more about that later if I bother to type anything about it) and I have the best friends that anyone could ever ask for. Despite all the moronic thing I've done, they're still around... annoying at times, but I'm still grateful nonetheless. Ok... where was I.... oh hell...  So anyway, if you can follow my train of thought you might have ADD. I was just making a music video to Bring to life by Evanescence. I'm corrdinating clips from Slayers to it and it's turning out pretty well. This will be my second if I finish it. Oh and did you know that my C2 vertabre has rotated? Well... at least it explains the headaches and light headedness... or is that my 13 day period and still counting... (remember when I warned you about certain things...) OH well... I think my body hates me... I'm excessively tall, my right little finger is crippled from an old basketball injury, and now my neck is out to make my life a miserable living hell. Ok, enough of that. I need to sleep  now. I slept from 6 to 10 PM yesterday and I've been up ever since... only 25 hours and 10 min, but who's counting. If you don't like what I'm typing you can f*ck off or return later and maybe (if I bothered) you'll find another post. Maybe I'll even use paragraphs and full thoughts..... or not. It's  not like I'm typing a paper so you'll just have to deal with it or play my game of Wheel of Fortune (G_  F_CK  Y__RS_LF..... wanna buy a vowel??) Ok, I'm seriously exhausted so I'm outta here.
                                                                                                                          -Lynne