First Day of School....

First day of school... yeah... it sucked. I dressed in my usual fist day of school garb... all black with my nazi boots. Tomorrow I'll wear white and leave my teachers guessing about what kind of person I might be. Hmm... school.... I hate Spanish... which is of course first period and right before English.... that'll be fun... NOT. Anyway, AP Chem and band are at least decent and the reason I even bother with school. Bret asked me to join this band he is creating and I might do some improv stuff for one of Hi-C's movies. Ok... I think that's the end of the good things. Now the bad... none of my closest friends are in the same classes as me or even the same lunch. I feel distant from the rest of me friends and I don't think it's going to get any better. Oh well, guess I'm a loner this year. ::sighs:: I need sleep... but with school starting at 8AM and having to wake up at 6 or earlier... and remain up for an hour... to get my dad means that I'm back to 5 hours a night... if that. Moving on.... my non exsistant screwed up love life still sucks. I think guys run from the sight of me and ones that stay close are either gay or unaware that I'm a girl. Hell I even wore a skirt today and I might even wear another tomorrow. Oh, still no word from Endy... at least non to me personally. I know he's still alive... as of a couple days ago at least. Whoever said that people can change for the better if they love someone enough should be shot on sight after at least 10 days of water torture. Hmmm.... I guess I ought to apoligize to anyone reading this. All the juicy interesting stuff that I write is in my journal and with stay there away from prying eyes. All I'm doing now is trying to get sleeping enough to get enough sleep so that I can at least go on auto-piliot through school tomorrow.