Truth isn't just black and white....

it is a myraid of shades of grey.....

I've just been pondering what I've been reading in everyone's blogs... truth is... I don't know anymore. What is just to one is cowardice to another. What is fact to one is a lie to another. It's impossible to know anything for sure b/c no one has all the facts. Even if I had all the facts, and I can't be for sure that I would interpret them behind a viel of ignorance.

Update: I've been sick for over a week. Symptons: sore thoat, coughing, drowning in my own nasal discharge, tired, more coughing, headaches (probably from my neck though...)

On a lighter note, I sent out 4 copies of my NASA application yesterday to Cleveland for the NASA internship. I had to send it overnight express since UD's computer system was down last week and my transcipt request was late going through as a result. Wish me luck. >^.^<

My grades suck so far this semester.... C on my first Math exam, B- on my first Chemisty exam, and I'm still waiting for the results for my Physics exam. The sad thing is that I actually studied. -_- OH, and btw, I DON"T CARE WHAT COUNTS AS A GOOD GRADE FOR YOU. I worked my ass off studying, and didn't meet my own expectations, that the point. Also, it I don't keep my GPA about a 3.5, I lose money for college... meaning no more UD. So I don't want to hear it, okay?

*shakes head* -_-

I don't know what to say. I read everyone's blogs, but it has come to a point that on many I feel that I can't comment for fear of starting another uneeded arguement. So I don't say anything. I can't even hardly offer comfort to anyone for fear of being accused of taking sides. I don't know the full story, but it seems to me that many of ya'll are jumping at one another worse than starving wolves at a roast. But whatever... it's your freedom of speech. Use it as you will. I have nothing more to say on the subject.

Yay! One extra hour of sleep a week!

So, I was driving to school yesterday. I glanced at 75, it looked okay, and a got. Right after that, all I saw was red.... red brake lights. 103.9 X then announced that 75 was backed up (no shit.... was all I could think) So, I listened to Sess's Disturbed CD and crawled along to school. I arrived at the school 2 min. before 8AM. (My physics class STARTS at 8), parking, and ran to class. I arrived at the classroom at 8:05AM and looked around, bewildered. The lights were on, but nobody was there. The wasn't a sign saying that class was moved/canceled/or anything. So a slowly walked to the lounge (fyi: the lounge=the commuter lounge in KU). After searching for my class schedule on the net, I found out that I had misread my schedule. As it turns out, I don't have Physics on Tuesday! >^.^< Yay, more sleep for me. I wish I didn't I Physics on Mon or Fri though.... b/c then I wouldn't have class til noon. As it turns out, I have Chem at 9, so it's only an hour of extra sleep, but it's better than nothing.

Schlorships.... internships.... I'm looking for both. Feel free to help if you have any info. about either. I looking into interning at Wright Patt or in Cleveland w/ NASA. Those are the only two I have concrete info about. Hehe... I can't wait to leave my job... and it's not just about the money (although the avgerage pay is $14 per hour), the management sucks and now that the Christmas season is over, it isn't worth the money.

DDR!!!! >^.^< Since I have a 3 hour break three days a week at school I have had plenty of time to improve my DDR skills. Yesterday, I beat A on heavy (3rd time ever) and I have been working on double. 4 light is where I'm comfortable at, but I always play a standard 5 or 6 at my last song. Today I beat a 6 standard... but I can't remember which one now. Oh, btw, Freckles is a lot of fun on light for anyone doing doubles.

*takes drink of Dew* Mmmm.... the elixer of life.... and my lunch. At least my last class ends at 1 today instead of 7.

Happy New Year 2006

Yay. Happy New Years all! Have you made your new year's resolution yet? I haven't. I have a rough draft in my brain but nothing down on paper. I plan to type it out later if I ever finalize it. So... how did all of you fair yesterday? Nate and I went over to Steven's and watched lots of .Hack// and I even started playing the game... I played it for over an hour and I'm still at level one! There is so much crap to read and tutorial stuff to bear... but alas... it is an RPG game after all and each one is different. I was sick as hell yesterday before work. (Yes... Nate and I worked on New Year's Eve...lucky us...-_-) I payed homage to the porselain god and some other unmentionable things. I was better at work, but still weak and sick feeling. I managed to get through it. *listens to family bickering* *sigh* Some things never change... New Year's Eve for me was the most relaxing one I ever had. No family bickering. Just movies, games, and fun. Hehe. *smells* mmm... Dad and Mimi are making pork and sour craut. (It's tradition. We eat it every first of the year.) *see Papa try and get something out of the soda machine, but it was out. He stalks off and offer to help him, but he's too stubborn* grr... my family can be so irritatind. Anyways, I'm going to go check on Nate (he's sick... but it's not the exact same thing that I had) and help set up for dinner. Later all. (Get better soon Nate! >^.^< )

Freedom Feels Damn Good >^.^<

The past couple of days have been great! On Tuesday, Diamond and I went out to P.F. Changs for Linner (it was 3ish). It was my treat since I had some extra cash on me. (I got a $54 tip out from work. That was more than $11 an hour!) That evening we went to Schuster to see the Nutcraker. Second row seats! Hehe, was really cool, especailly since I had never seen it before. Oh, and Diamond got a new electronic drum set so we've been playing Drum Mania on the computer. SO cool! Hehe, it's been nice to been able to see my friends again. Na`na` spent the night last night, and we did some shopping. Today, I went to the reunion... yeah, I know, I was not going to go, but the reason why I was not going to go is still down south. It was nice to meet Shilo and some of my old friends. (Unfortunately, Lee only showed up for 5 min, and was gone before I met up with everyone.) Also, I saw some people from band too. Oh, Diamond and I also donated blood today before the reunion... and still played DDR at the mall. Lol, I'm not sure if we're insane or not. I got through the first song, but I wasn't doing my best by the 2nd and 3rd... -_- I was trying to show off, oh well. *look at Diamond* I'm going to try to pry him away from his computer so that I play some more Drum Mania. >^.^

Finals: Week of Hell and Misery

It's the lovely time of the semester, FINALS! I had my religion final yesterday and my Chem Lab today today at 8AM. Tomorrow, it's a whole day of study. Thurs, is my Chem final and Friday is my Calc final. At least they go in order from easiest to hardest. *Sigh* I just got done with over 4 hours of constant studying, (Enthalpy, Bomb calorimetry, and electron configurations for those of you who are nosy), and now my headache is even worse than when I started. So if I'm bitchy and tired, this is why. later all.

9 Things I Hate about Everyone...

Thanks to Na`na`, she Forward to me. I thought I'd share it with you all and kill two birds with one stone. (Give you a few laughs and keep y'all off my ass for not posting) The word is italics are my own additions. Enjoy.

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

(lol, that would be funny to see...)

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

(lol, gotta love America, the land of the fat and lazy.)

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

(mmm... cake...*stomach growls)

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

(lol... I'm still looking cause I never find anything around here)

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

(or makeout depending on who I'm with...)

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

(Just answer that they already did!)

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

(Don't buy it if they falsely advertised!)

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

(Easy. Die)

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

(You never can tell with some people...)