Akward Conversation with Endy...

Endy, my ex boyfriend, called me. It was a bit akward (ok... a lot) talking to him. He wanted Sessome's phone number, which I gave him. I believe he is doing his "brotherly" duty by making sure Sessome is okay and all. He's regained his honor and his responsibility to his friends.*sigh* I want to talk to Nate right now, but he's asleep. It was hard talking to Endy after all this time, but it's nice to know that he's matured quite a bit. He sincerly apologized (again... there was an apology in an e-mail a few months back) and I have forgiven him. I needed this and I hope Nate will understand when he wakes up. I needed to know that I didn't destroy Endy by breaking up with him, and that his heart healed (as did mine). I have moved on, and he seems to be getting his life back together. Honestly, I miss having Endy as a friend back in the times before we went out. But there was a reason I broke up with him and I stand by it. I happy with how my life as turned out in the long run. *sigh* Life can be a b*tch though. I went through a lot to get to this point. No turning back now. It's been quite a night for me. Good night ya'll.