I need sleep

Ever have one of the days/nights that you can't seem to get to sleep. Well, I had one of those. I ended up playing games and doing other mind numbing things, but nothing worked. Finally, I went to bed around 8 AM. And what happens... Sessome calls me at 9 and wakes me up. (I didn't answer) Oh, ya'll should know that it takes me about 45 min to get to sleep. Well... guess what happen around 10? Meg calls again. I answer. Tell her that I'm too tired to drive her anywhere and then leave the phone off the hook and crawl back into bed. Of course what little sleep I attempt is still interupted by my viberating cell phone. *sigh* I am so incredulably tired. Oh, Sessome and Pixy are spending the night... yeah... I know... good bye sleep. Oh well. Good night everyone.

Yay... it's working!

>^.^< yay, I'm so happy. My blog is starting to come together and I found a cool anime cat girl pic. *sighs* I wish my gameboy flash card would work now... stupid thing. The program is screwing up... or the card... or something. Dang it... what does it take to get "cheap" games these days. Now my boyfriend is paranoid. He thinks big brother is watching me. *waves to Lee* <--- hmm... I think since a think of sessome as a sister and she thinks of Lee as a brother.... that works... does it not?

Anyways, I have church tomorrow so I better go to sleep. Well... at least give sleep a chance that is. Good night.

Now the blogger sucks

Oh, great. I actually go to the trouble of posting and they don't show up. I type, I publish, but they aren't there. This probably won't show up either, but it's worth a shot I guess... Nope... it didn't show up. Nothing past "Wanders" shows up. Stupid site...

Gunbound sucks

I doubt most of you out there even know what gunbound is, but I'll rant anyways. It used to be a pretty good game, kinda like worms (wyrms?). But now, the head people decided to create a whole new version of gunbound with even more problems, a crappy layout, and avatar stuff for rental only. In other words, the whole game is going to hell. None of my friends are on anymore (can't blame them). Plus, the avatar off rooms are always full. (People can now rent stuff with powerful stats for little gold or money... they are quite handy in the avatar on rooms.) *sighs* I guess I'll have to either deal with it or just go back to chrono trigger and TFC.

Wanders...

I keep wandering around in my unfamilar blog... I don't know how to even find my profile let along change/edit it. *curls up into ball for a moment* Oh yeah... I've been sick to my stomach lately. That's the problem with being to close to someone whose pregnant... you share some of the same symptoms. *keeps wandering* maybe I'll find something...

Wow... it's been a while...

Hey ya'll. It's been almost a year since I've last posted and a lot has happened. I'm off to college in a couple months. My best friend Sessome is pregnant. I've been dating the love of my life, Nate, for 9 months. Also, I might be starting my first job here soon. I've actually started reading some of my friends blogs, so maybe someone will actually start reading this. I doubt it, but at least now there will be something to read if any of you actually come here. I've had a lot of my mind lately between all the things going on in my life. *lyrics to song come to mind "It sucks to grow up..."* But anyways, maybe I'll bore ya'll with the details later... if there is ever anyone to bore...

First Day of School....

First day of school... yeah... it sucked. I dressed in my usual fist day of school garb... all black with my nazi boots. Tomorrow I'll wear white and leave my teachers guessing about what kind of person I might be. Hmm... school.... I hate Spanish... which is of course first period and right before English.... that'll be fun... NOT. Anyway, AP Chem and band are at least decent and the reason I even bother with school. Bret asked me to join this band he is creating and I might do some improv stuff for one of Hi-C's movies. Ok... I think that's the end of the good things. Now the bad... none of my closest friends are in the same classes as me or even the same lunch. I feel distant from the rest of me friends and I don't think it's going to get any better. Oh well, guess I'm a loner this year. ::sighs:: I need sleep... but with school starting at 8AM and having to wake up at 6 or earlier... and remain up for an hour... to get my dad means that I'm back to 5 hours a night... if that. Moving on.... my non exsistant screwed up love life still sucks. I think guys run from the sight of me and ones that stay close are either gay or unaware that I'm a girl. Hell I even wore a skirt today and I might even wear another tomorrow. Oh, still no word from Endy... at least non to me personally. I know he's still alive... as of a couple days ago at least. Whoever said that people can change for the better if they love someone enough should be shot on sight after at least 10 days of water torture. Hmmm.... I guess I ought to apoligize to anyone reading this. All the juicy interesting stuff that I write is in my journal and with stay there away from prying eyes. All I'm doing now is trying to get sleeping enough to get enough sleep so that I can at least go on auto-piliot through school tomorrow.